Rant. Do not even BOTHER reading. XD

I don't talk about him much here, but I've been dating my current boyfriend(who I'll call H for convenience) for a little over 6 months now. We've gotten into trouble once or twice before, (nowhere near sex) but we have remained in a very good relationship. And my parents are supportive of the relationship.

His parents?
I am convinced they believe I am the Great Whore that will assist satan in reigning in the destruction of the world. (tiny exaggeration. XD)
Why? Because I, a member of the female kind, have a sex drive. And because there is physical attraction on both sides of the relationship here. And both factors led to us getting in a bit of trouble once in the past. (not sex)
A sex drive? GOD FORBID a woman ever. EVER. Has one of those, right? I guess they expect H to date a girl that he doesn't find physically attractive in any way and who won't even hold hands with him?
After all, women are absolutely NOT allowed to be naughty in mind or action. Not even a little. :rolls eyes:

I learned recently that H's dad has basically said I'm not right for him. I don't see who decided that's up to him, he seems to be in a relationship that isn't so optimal... But whether we are 'right' for each other is up to God or fate or whatever you believe is in charge and is between H and I and (insert higher power-God in our case).
Not us and oh yeah, his dad.

That statement has really bothered me lately. I am glad H told me that, and he's reassured me heavily,that what his dad said does not affect how he feels. I don't care about what his father thinks about the relationship too much, but I worry about what he will do about it. I worry that H's dad will all of a sudden tell his son to stop seeing me and that H won't be able to stand up for himself. Not that he can't, but every time he's tried, he tells me it ends in him getting yelled down.
I realize this may sound like a typical rant about how everything in life is oh so wrong and unfair, but that's not true, this is actually probably the only aspect of the relationship that is significantly displeasing. H's father has gone way over the deep end from day one, using methods beyond illegal to monitor most of our interaction. I'm not upset at all that his dad chooses to be involved, I respect that, I'm upset that he chooses to do it in a way that barely allows breathing room, and I'm upset that he chooses to disrespect and disregard our relationship so much as to decide that it won't go anywhere, life is a ginormous if and a mayve.
The point is, I really like H and want to be near him, talk to him, and hug/hold hads, without having the life choked out of H or myself. This rant may make it sound like the relationship is ragingly sexual, but that actually doesn't make up much or any of it, since we have decided on abstinence from the beginning.
I fear for the dating years of H's younger sister.
o.0
well that felt good. now that I've worn myself out, beftime!


no quote. too tired.

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bffs
Ice dragon

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Carry
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